no mood!!!

我又像以前一样了~
为什么每次都这样的~
恨死我自己!!!!
我不要这样!!!!
我要变成以前的我!!!!!
开心的我!!!!!!
我必须彻底的改变!!!!!
我要用书来麻醉自己!!!!!!!
努力读书!!!!!!!
我从这刻开始不会因为男生而伤心，流泪!!!
我要变成无忧无虑!!!!!!
我要快乐!!!!!!!!
他对我的好变成了一把刀!!!!
把我的心隔了一半!!!!
我恨死自己!!!!!
我要忘记他!!!!!
让他从我的世界消失掉!!!!!
彻彻底底的忘了他!!!!!
我要从新开始!!!!!
以前的那个黄莉芯没有了!!!!
现在的黄莉芯才是真正的我!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate myself do such stupid things to u !!!!!!
crazy sylvia !!!!!!!!
hate!!!!!!
wanna kill myself if i can!!!!!
dun wan see u again and contact wif u anymore!!!!
just think u oledi die in my world, my heart !!!!!!!
i will not trust any boy again !!!!
boy only knw to lie ppl !!!
all go eat shit la!!!
hate hate hate !!!!!!
now, i just knw gud wif my fren !!!
dun wan treat u guys gud anymore!!!!!
just becauz BOY ONLY KNW CHEATING GIRL!!!!!!!!